The Parole

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

DOA

The Rev
February 10, 1981 - December 28, 2009

I still can't believe he died. He's only 28 and he died of natural causes?

That's a WOW for me.

Haha. You won't believe what i've been doing for the last five to ten minutes. I was staring at his photo.

It's freaky the way people die these days. Tomorrow might be my turn. Maybe the loved ones around me.

I'll keep you guys updated (Haha) if I die. I'll ask my sister to blog it for me. Hahaha. That will be listed in my will. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

James Owen Sullivan

The Rev
February 10, 1981 - December 28, 2009

You're funny.You're crazy. You're wild. You're insane. You're a legend.

You left us so soon. I've yet to catch you live. Avenged Sevenfold wouldn't be the same without you dude. You're one musician i look up to. You can play the drums, piano, guitar and you can sing. Most importantly, you compose GREAT music!

Dude, you wrote these lines...

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

It's sad now that you're gone. There's so many things left undone on earth.

Rest In Peace

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Feelings

Emotions go wild and crazy at night.

to the

EXTREME

especially when you're tired.

Like when you're happy or sad. And when you feel like there's little hope. You just feel like giving up. Then suddenly, you're in a crossroad. Unsure which path to choose. I hate those kind of feeling. It kills me.

YES? NO? MAYBE? DON'T KNOW?

But one thing i'm sure about is i'm going to change things. For the better of course.

It didn't use to work. But this time it will.

I won't let history play on repeat.